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  Table of Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Dedication

  Saturday

  Sunday

  Monday

  Tuesday

  Wednesday

  Thursday

  Friday

  Saturday

  Acknowledgments

  Discover More Michelle Sacks

  About the Author

  Also by Michelle Sacks

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  ISBN 978-0-316-47544-0

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  For my father, Norman

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  Saturday

  I was rescuing a baby lion when Dad scooped me up into his arms and carried me away. Clemesta and I were in the middle of complicated surgery to deliver a cub who was stuck inside her mom’s belly and couldn’t get out to be born. I was doing the operation part because I am very good at all kinds of medical healing, and Clemesta was the nurse assistant, passing me things whenever I called for them, like SCALPEL CUTTER or SKIN STITCHER or CUB GRABBER TONGS. The game is called VET RESCUE and we save a lot of precious animal lives every day and make them feel better if they are sick or if they get injured from vicious fights. I said BLOOD SUCKER PLEASE but before Clemesta could pass it over, Dad had taken us out to the car and that’s how the best day started.

  “Where are we going?” I said. Dad plonked me down on the back seat. His face was a little shiny and he wiped his forehead with the back of his hand.

  “Dad,” I said, “where are you taking me?”

  “You and I are going on an adventure,” Dad said. His breath smelled of one hundred cups of coffee and the ghosty part of something else.

  He gave me a big smile with all his teeth and a wink with one of his eyes, and then he tapped my nose twice which made me scrunch up my face.

  “An adventure?” I said.

  Dad nodded. “Oh yes,” he said. “An adventure.”

  I was ONE HUNDRED PERCENT excited because an adventure was an enormous and unexpected surprise and usually those are only for birthdays or Christmas morning. That’s only two days of the whole entire year which has 365 days in it usually but 366 days when it’s a LEAP YEAR that jumps ahead but only every four years on the 29th of February. That’s also the birthday of that boy Deacon in my class with the extra-big ears, but he still gets a party every year. Anyway, I was THRILLED IN PIECES and when Dad strapped me in with the seat belt I didn’t tell him that I could do it myself since FOREVER because I was too busy spinning around in my brain thinking about where we could be going and what exactly an adventure was and how come we were taking one JUST LIKE THAT on an ordinary and regular Saturday morning with no special plans marked with a red pen in the family calendar of ENGLISH COUNTRY GARDENS that stays in place on the refrigerator with three magnets that look like cookies but taste like plastic so don’t even try them.

  Dad climbed in front and set a duffel bag on the seat next to him. He wiped his face again with his hand.

  “Who’s coming along for the adventure?” I said.

  “Just us,” he said. “You and me.”

  “And Clemesta,” I said, because Clemesta HATES to be left out of anything and gets very grouchy if she is.

  Dad started the car and I made sure to strap Clemesta in SAFE AND SOUND so she would also be protected if we had an accident or if the car fell off a bridge, which really does happen sometimes. I saw it on TV once. The rescue team had to tie ropes around the car to lift it out of the water. Everyone inside was already dead from drowning, which is actually the FOURTH LEADING CAUSE OF DEATH in this country. I forget what number one is, maybe heart disease or that cancer, which makes millions of people dead all the time, like the man who used to live down the street and the principal from my old school Miss Jessop who went bald from it, and Mom’s mom who was my grandma, and also lots of other people whose names I don’t remember right exactly now.

  Dad pulled the car out of the driveway and I turned back to watch our house, which is 31-42 Crescent Street, Astoria, New York, zip code 11106, and a very beautiful and lovely house of red bricks with a whole yard in the back just for me. The yard has a big old tree standing in the middle and Dad promised to build me a tree house in there one day soon. I will call it DOLLY HEADQUARTERS INCORPORATED and I will sleep there some nights if there are GUARANTEED no spiders or sneaky mice waiting to nibble me for their tasty midnight snack. Clemesta will stay with me of course because she never leaves my side.

  Inside my stomach, I had ONE THOUSAND butterflies. Stomach butterflies are special ones that get inside your belly when you are very nervous or very excited about something. Mine were beautiful and colorful and tropical jungle butterflies and they were flying around having a big party with streamers and balloons.

  I gave Clemesta a squeeze.

  “Where are we going for the adventure?” I asked Dad.

  He typed something into his phone while we waited at the lights.

  “It’s a surprise,” he said.

  “But tell me!”

  “I can’t,” he said. “Not yet.”

  “But you have to give me a clue,” I said. “So I can start to guess. Then you can say ‘warm, warmer, FIERY HOT’ if I get close, or ‘cool, cooler, ICE FREEZE’ if I’m wrong. That’s how it works.”

  Dad scratched his chin. “Uh,” he said. “Well, it’s a place.”

  “What kind of a place?”

  “A great place.”

  “Better than here?”

  “Yeah.”

  “Like the best place in the world?”

  “Yeah.”

  “That’s Disneyland!” I said.

  “No, it’s not Disneyland.”

  I flopped back in the seat and made a BOO HOO face which is when my whole mouth turns itself upside down to tell everyone that I am sad and disappointed inside.

  “It’s better than Disneyland,” Dad said. “Even more fun. You’ll love it.”

  “How do you know?”

  “I just do.”

  “How long till we get there?
”

  “A couple days,” Dad said. “Not too long.”

  “Days?”

  “Yeah.” I looked at the duffel bag poking out from the front seat.

  “Did you already pack all our stuff?”

  “Yeah.”

  “All my stuff too?”

  “Yeah.”

  “But I didn’t tell you everything of what I needed.”

  “I guessed it,” Dad said. “Because I wanted it to be a surprise for you.”

  “Oh. That’s nice. And it’s just us,” I said.

  “Yeah.”

  “You and me and Clemesta.”

  Dad nodded.

  “What about Mom?”

  Dad looked at me in the mirror with his big brown eyes that are the same exact eyes as mine. “Oh, Mom’s away on her girls’ weekend, remember?”

  I yawned because my sleep still didn’t want to go away even though it was way past wake-up time. “With Rita?” I said.

  Dad nodded.

  “I guess I forgot.”

  “She left early,” Dad said. “Before you were up.”

  “Oh.”

  “That’s why I thought we should have a Dolly and Dad weekend.”

  I nodded. “Yeah, and probably we’ll have even more fun.”

  I remembered the Vet Rescue game and the kicked-over ambulance lying on the porch.

  “I hope the lion cub is okay,” I said to Clemesta.

  “She’ll be fine,” Clemesta said. “It’s only pretend anyway.”

  “Yeah, and we’re going on a for-real adventure. That’s more important.”

  “Yeah.”

  “Actually we never went on a for-real adventure before. Just that vacation of three nights and four days to Montauk with Mom and Dad.”

  “Yeah,” Clemesta said, “but this is different.”

  “Exactly,” I said. “Because it’s a surprise and we didn’t know it was going to happen until three seconds ago.”

  Clemesta nodded and my butterflies went whooshing again. I was very excited to have Dad all to myself.

  Clemesta was full up with butterflies just like me and that’s because the two of us are actual twins. We are fluent in TELEPATHY which means we can speak to each other with only our minds, and we can also read each other’s thoughts and see into each other’s hearts. We always feel the same way about everything, like our favorite foods or when we’re sad or the people we don’t like and wish we could make disappear in a puff of vanishing magic. Clemesta and I also have matching twin hair, which is called CHESTNUT BROWN and is very long and lustrous. That means thick and shiny and more beautiful than anyone else’s. She brushes my hair and I brush hers with ONE HUNDRED STROKES per day to keep it this way. It’s a lot of work but it is very worth it because we love our silky hair a whole lot and also that’s what princesses do to keep their hair beautiful and strong enough for princes to climb up if they don’t have a ladder to get to the top of your tower.

  As Dad drove down the street, our house got smaller and smaller, and that’s because of PERSPECTIVE which is a big word that I can spell in my head and also on paper because I have an ADVANCED BRAIN. That’s what Miss Ellis says and she’s my teacher so she knows all about First Grader brains. Probably Miss Ellis knows everything in the whole entire world, that’s how smart she is, but she is also very kind and nice and that’s why I made her a Valentine’s Day card this year with a chocolate heart stapled on the front. It melted a little from being in my bag, but she didn’t mind and she said it was SCRUMPTIOUS which is like delicious but even more tasty.

  Miss Ellis has started giving me extra homework to do on the weekends which sounds like a punishment but is actually a good thing to make me even smarter and keep me STIMULATED IN THE BRAIN, which everyone says is a sponge that likes to soak things up and the more the merrier. Because of being advanced, I can spell very tough words like PALEONTOLOGY and PHOSPHATES and I know how to stop someone from choking to death and I can also make a fire from rubbing sticks together, even though I never tried it for real yet, but I can still do it anytime I might need to. I am also good at Math and remembering all the countries and I know magic tricks like making coins appear out of people’s ears and I can cast spells that are sometimes good and a few times bad but only if someone deserves it like YOU KNOW WHO.

  Dad turned at the lights and we drove past Mr. Abdul standing on the sidewalk outside the bodega. I waved to him but I guess he was too busy smoking his DISGUSTING CIGARETTES to wave back. Even though he smokes and will probably die from lung cancer or rot his gums until they bleed and turn black, he is a very nice man and very friendly to me whenever we go and buy something from him. Before we leave, Mr. Abdul always says, “You have a terrific day, Little Lady,” and I say, “DITTO,” which is a word I like very much and try to use whenever I can. My other favorite words at the moment are bumblebee, preposterous, and funicular. Miss Ellis lets me take home the class dictionary on the weekends so I can learn all the words in the whole world. First in English and then maybe all the other languages too.

  I know millions of words but not all of them are nice. Some of the WORST WORDS in the world are divorce, Los Angeles, and depressed, which are all very bad things. Another word for bad is AWFUL and another word for awful is HORRENDOUS. Horrendous rhymes with tremendous but it means something different and I know that too.

  I liked being in the car just with Dad. I especially liked being in the new car, which was a shiny and fancy Jeep Renegade. Dad is very lucky, because he gets a new car whenever he wants, he just has to say NEW CAR PLEASE and there it is. That’s because he has a very important job at VALUE MOTORS selling people their shiny new cars. They have HUNDREDS of them and all of the cars are nice and new-looking, and inside they smell of fresh pinecones because they have air fresheners hanging off the mirrors in the shape of real trees to make you feel like you’re sitting in a forest and not a car. I wish they would make other flavors, like hot fudge sauce or chocolate chip cookies, and then you could feel like you were inside an ice-cream parlor or maybe a kitchen with a lovely mom at the oven baking your favorite treats for you.

  Anyway, you have to be VERY SMART for a job like Dad’s, and he is and he wears a gray suit every day along with a badge that says his name and the word SALES EXECUTIVE beneath it. Dad is up for a promotion soon and that means he will get an even more important badge, FINGERS CROSSED. He will also get more money and that’s good news because MONEY IS TIGHT and the house is MORTGAGED TO THE HILT and that means BILLS BILLS BILLS which are the worst thing to see on the kitchen table because as soon as one goes away another one pops up and opens its greedy envelope mouth and says “feed me your money right now.”

  Sometimes I use my magic disappearing tricks and I make the bills vanish in my bedroom under the bed. That way Mom and Dad won’t get in a cloudy mood and feel stressed out. Stress is a disease that grown-ups get when they are unhappy and it can actually kill them, so I always try very hard to keep them in good spirits. I do this with GOOD BEHAVIOR and LISTENING and BEING DELIGHTFUL and STAYING OUT OF TROUBLE and also MAKING FUN JOKES. Once I heard someone say that laughter is the best medicine and that means if someone is sick or sad you can cure them with a joke but it has to be extra-funny and not too rude or else they will get mad.

  Today was the first time I was getting to drive in the new Jeep because Dad only brought it home last month. Maybe it was before that, but anyway he didn’t have a chance to take anyone for a ride yet.

  The Jeep was beige inside and spotlessly clean, and the seats were soft and squidgy smooth, like a very comfortable sofa in your living room. I pressed the button to open the window, and then close it, and then open it again, until I found the perfect amount of VENTILATION which is air and another word I can spell if I concentrate hard. Ventilation rhymes with nation rhymes with station. That’s another thing I am excellent at, is making rhyming words. Miss Ellis has a reading game where you have to call out a rhyming word at the end of every sentence and I always
win it because I always have a very good word sitting in my brain waiting to make a match. That’s not bragging, it’s just FACTUALLY TRUE, like the fact that the earth is a round ball or that it’s bad luck to step on sidewalk cracks because little invisible trolls live there and they will eat your toes if you cross the line. Also you shouldn’t talk to black cats, that’s bad luck too. Sometimes if I see one I say, “Sorry, Beloved Cat, I wish we could chat, but we can’t.” They always understand because they are used to people saying that, even though they don’t feel unlucky.

  Being in the Jeep on an adventure was an extra-special treat, like ice cream for breakfast or finding a five-dollar bill on the street, and it was a double treat because Dad was all for me and that ALMOST NEVER PROBABLY EVER happens.

  In my head I made up a song called “Adventure,” which went like this:

  We’re going on an adventure, ho-ho-ho,

  Dad and Dolly and Clemesta, off we go!

  I sang it for Dad and he smiled. He didn’t sing along. Probably he didn’t know the words yet and he was concentrating on the traffic which is your job when you’re the driver. It’s the same as if you’re in an airplane. You can’t distract the pilot with songs or he’ll go the wrong way in the sky and crash into all the migrating birds.

  Clemesta and I watched out the window as we passed the tire shop and the funeral parlor where dead bodies are kept until they go into the ground, and we saw all the building sites which everyone says are TAKING OVER the neighborhood. I watched a man with a plastic bag over his hand bend down to pick up his poodle’s poop and I was happy that he was being responsible because everyone knows IF YOUR DOG POOPS, YOU SCOOP. When I have a dog, I will train him to pick up his own poop so I won’t ever have to touch it because that would be disgusting and then I bet my hand would stink all day long and no one at school would want to play with me. I will also train him to fetch snacks from the kitchen and do cartwheels, because you can train dogs to do anything except probably drive a truck.